I have a mind
Bringing Heaven
And Hell! 

Now, much more Heaven
Than Hell! 

Here I was
Giving all I had
Thinking
Underneath my breath

As I watched you
You watching me 

I assumed
I was tacitly understood

Thinking beneath my breath

And coming forth within my mind
He’s not the risk taker…
But I am

Driven
Rediscovering and soaring with the wings beneath my soul at four!

To think that

All I have accomplished
Came with a very
Heavy Price…Yes indeed

The desiderata

In happily ever after
Eventually wore off
but intermittently we grasped 

Of what it used to be like

That was then
And this is now

And I soar with the wings
Beneath my soul!

And here we were
On fumes…

Legally…attached…
Emotionally…unattached

Legally …Unattached

Acrimonious by nature

You me
Me you

As I warned you
There would come a day
Where Heaven and Hell
Would duel

The acrimony
Sense of futility
And incalculable damage

And still

I soar with the wings beneath my soul! 

The one thing
That came into
My life
Your life
All our lives
And I will continue 
To do the right thing!
The guarantee
The commitment 

And I remind you

I now soar with the wings beneath my soul; 

Yes, now in this life and in this moment 

I’m still
Flying through the clouds
Through the words
Experiencing
All my dreams vicariously
Through someone else’s
Dreams,
Lascivious Desires,
and Unbound Discoveries
And my mind goes on and on

All experienced within my very heart and soul…and mind

And I will continue to soar with the wings beneath my soul! 

I’m nearly there
And once again
Challenged
Beyond Reality

But never beyond repair

Has heaven come to claim me
Running mile after mile

Day after day
My redemption
Feeling the palpable in my very spirit 

And I continue to soar with the wings beneath my soul!

Desiring Smiles before Laughter
And laughter before smiles

The one thing
That was supposed to have robbed me
Of the most…now I cherish the very gift that lives within

SHIT! ????!
Damn it to hell!

I’ve conquered the most grueling challenges 

Running, souring passed mile after mile

Have I
Finally left it all behind…I have

And from this day forward
No more ambiguity or questioning
I can…and I am…practically feeling brand new again

I will continue to soar with the wings beneath my soul! 

I Have A Mind
Bringing Heaven
And Hell!

I will continue
To do right thing!
I’m coming
My dearest ??????

As NOW… I SOAR with the wings beneath my soul

I’m coming

~ Natalie